Hello Molly.
This guy hasn’t got any feelings to you anymore. You have to move on and try to forget him. As for me the best way to forget him is to find someone new. You should go to different parties or bars and look there for somebody. I understand that it would be pretty difficult for you to go there, so at the begining you can try to talk with somebody new on different dating sites like kovla.com/datings/us/worcester. I’m sure you will find someone new soon who would appreciate and love you. Good luck