I think it’s because I feel like I’m chasing someone! I am completely second-guessing myself.. I’m just scared of rejection. I have to stop playing games and part of the game I need to stop is not reaching out until he does it first. My ego is in the way, I see it, but it’s hard for me to just message him if it feels like I’m the only one actively trying to hang out. Does this make sense? My ego is really holding on to the wheel at the moment 🙁