Dear afxlaw

I can’t tell you what to do really. You have the double experience than i have, but i just want you to know that since you suffer right now and you need someone to take of you, you should find that someone. Invest in positive relationships. You have trouble accepting positive feedback since your relationship history shows that you are used to taking care of others, not to be taken care of. Even to be taken care of requires skill and acceptance, you must first feel valuable and precious to accept treatment, for this i talk from experience.

Honestly i don’t care about what your parents thought. Maybe they thought of abortion. Did this hurt you deeply? Through emotional healing i hope you come to terms with your existence and realise that it doesn’t matter how you came to this world, by accident or not. You are a wonderfull, brave, caring, sweet human being and you deserve better! Your existence is valid from the moment of birth and the parent’s sole responsibillity after that is to raise you with the love you deserve. If they don’t do it, its their fault…

I hope you find what is neccessary for your soul to close its wounds and continue with your life.

Take care
George