Don’t apologise, I love the verse 🙂
I’ve decided to give myself a couple of days off work, I’m going to relax and get out in the garden for some fresh air and to nurture my plants. I spoke to my doctor last night as I was worried I was headed for catastrophe, he said how I feel is normal given the circumstances and he doesn’t think I need medicine and intervention. It occurred to me that they have a perception of me of a useless, fat overemotional “not quite with it” person but that they perpetuate this, I eat to feel better and I’m sedate in their company to avoid their criticism. They have created the “me” they see, but it exists only for them. Who I am in my own life is the real me and the one I need to take care of. I’m hoping some me time will repair the damage all this stuff has been doing over the last few weeks.

Thank you again for your kind words x