Sid my brother,

I feel your pain.

If you call her – one of 3 things will happen:
1) she will not answer the phone or hang up on you.
2) she will listen to you and then blame it all on you.
3) she will apologize for treating you badly.

Given her past behavior, option #1 is most likely, #2 likely…..and #3 no chance in hell !

She is a selfish manipulative person who took advantage of your niceness….consider yourself lucky you did not marry her ! The Universe has saved you from much worse pain !!

Sometimes, people come into our lives with whom we have past life connections and karmic debts to be paid….that is why you felt such a strong connection with her and yet so much heartache !!!

You did the right things…now let Karma do its thing. Do not look back…there is nothing to find…..you must ride out this storm in your life. Time is the only healer.

I pray your angels help you find peace and hope you find true love soon.

GOD bless you !

ps: listen to this song – it will help: