Broken breeze,

Let me start by saying this: You deserve so much.You do not need to wait for this man, he is not worth your time. Yes, he is the father of your child but that does not mean he has to be anything more than a co parent. I know there were good times and bad- there are in any relationship. However, he is with someone else and has done nothing to prove to you that he wants to be in you or your child’s life(ask your self if you really want a man like that?). YOU DESERVE BETTER. I have found on my own journey, that until I started to create a relationship with my self (not one where I beat myself up) One where I learn to embrace my flaws and love them, did I see how worthy I am to be loved. You are also worthy of a beautiful life and so is your child. Start working on the way you treat your self and your own heart. Forgive your self, you are doing the best you can. You are a strong woman and have a lot to offer. Believe that and it will radiate off of you.

I was born to a teen mother, you are doing what you can to give him a good life. Forget this man and start focusing on your baby. Your son will know he is loved even if he has a nanny. The best gift you can give him, is you being present and healthy. You can do this. Move on and start fresh, you deserve it.

<3 you are loved.

Kori