I want to be friends so this pain will stop. I thought that I could take a little time to grieve and just be friends with her but it’s not going to work that fast. I cannot bear to be around her or even to look at her or see a picture of her on Facebook. Whenever this happens I immediately shove it out of my face and start to freak out. My heart sinks like a rock and I lose all focus. I’m scared I’ll never be able to feel better around her. I could be having a good time with my friends and if I see even a glance of her my joy dissipates. I try to occupy my mind as much as I can but the second it isn’t I start thinking of her and it hurts. It has been almost two weeks and I feel I have made no progress but it looks as if she was over it the day after, and that makes it hurt even more.