Tinyzebra,

jealousy, resentment, rejection, bitterness, anger, aloneness – these are all symptoms that you don’t feel good and worthy enough. And you even said yourself that you don’t like yourself lately. And I’m really sorry for that.

Honestly, I don’t know so much what to tell you. I’ve been in that situation where I felt awful about myself, but I never experienced a death of a parent. Only one thing: If you want someone who’s just there and holds you space to express your emotions, I’d be happy to offer this to you. I know we don’t know each other, however, maybe this also has it’s good sides. Let me know what you think and send me an email at weissmartina33@gmail.com.

Warmly, Martina