Dear Miranam:
Before I answer your question above, I would like to understand a part of your post that I don’t understand, would like you to elaborate on it: “I’ve tried to expose my vulnerability. It just seems to me like nobody truly pay attention. No, of course they would sit next to me, listen, an even give their perspective. But it would be a “one-time care”. They will not act on it. At the same time, they will be very caring and giving with others.”

1) How did you expose your vulnerability to another? Example, please be specific.
2) What is a “one time care”
3) What would “acting on it” be like, example?
4) How did a particular person (example) provide YOU with “one time care” and provided with another person a different kind of care, one you wished he/ she provided you?

Looking forward to your reply:
anita