Anita,

Sorry for taking so long to answer but I’ve been pretty busy these past days.

The situation I’m in kind of changed. I met the guy a couple of times, and I exposed to him everything. From my plan, to my fears and everything. Everything feels super easy with him, but also complicated because we’re both artists and he’s about to breakthrough. This being said, he always knew him and I were made to cross each other’s paths again and he feels like we can help each other growing as human beings, and also artistically. He really has a point there and I can feel there’s a real connection. I’m not talking about feelings, but I couldn’t even explain how much we’re complementary.

He knows how I’m always going abroad and come back because I have “a feeling” that it’s the right thing for me to do. To him, I’m giving up when I do that. He says I’m wasting my potential to do great thing, and to be honest, he’s right. He really sees the person I am and the one I’m trying to be and I know that he really wants to help me with that. Since we met, it’s crazy but so many positive things happened. I feel like he knows really well how to bring the best out of me.

Now I’m not saying I won’t go abroad, but I think I need to step back and think about the real reasons why I want to do it and the resources/plan I have to achieve it. I know it can sound like he has something to do with all that, well he sort of since he came back into my life, but if I look around right now, things have already changed for the better for me. But to make things clear, I don’t rely on him to bring me happiness and a purpose and everything, I just think he’s got a part to play in my life. I don’t know if it makes any sense.

Thanks again for all the great pieces of advice! 🙂