Sorry you are going through this, it sounds like the pregnancy has come at a difficult time. Although time is of the essence, I do think you need to take the time to consider all the options before making a decision. Are you able to see a counsellor to talk things through? Sometimes it helps to discuss things with someone neutral, not to take advice, but as a way of looking at your own feelings more closely. There are a lot of resources online which can help too, though not all are neutral, unfortunately the issue is so politicised. When you are feeling vulnerable it is easy to be swayed one way or the other by the opinions of others and I would ask yourself what you want to do in your heart of hearts. Some women do regret making this choice, even many years later, (a close friend of mine 32 years later still wishes she could turn the clock back). So you need to be 100% certain it is what you want to do. Wishing you well whatever the outcome is.