Ok and its ok thanks. I know very well what it says but I still believe that god loves everyone. But thanks Anita. But I have a question, you don’t have to go into any detail but do you believe in the bible? I got my grandma’s address and I am going to write her a letter about what she said made me feel and that me being a lesbian isn’t a choice. And I will tell her that I love her but if she cant accept it than I will be hurt but I will love her anyway. But not to expect me to talk to her as much or at all anymore. I am thinking about writing a letter to my father as well, he knows I am dating a girl but he doesn’t know I am a lesbian. And I will continue telling people and be strong as I can be to not tear me down if I lose family and friends. Because I have my girl and right now that’s what is keeping me going.