Dear Logan:

In my previous comment to you I typed: “… since you are already sitting in front of the computer, replace the BLUR with curiosity: what is there to see- that you are not seeing- right there where you are?… it is about awakening from the blur.”

In your response you typed: “I… smile at the little things, help people, smile at people, get a hobbies…”

What you wrote is not what I meant by “seeing/ awakening from the blur. I don’t know how seeing and awakening from the blur (or “attached to the lead”- I didn’t get this imagery, can you expain?)- would you like to examine this concept more, seeing and awakening, what it actually means in your life, what it could mean, practically?

* A note to zaynab: you are welcome to start a thread…? As to your share above: I am sorry you live with your closed off father. You do have something in common with Logan, I think: what you wrote: “I am doing all the right things to make things better for myself.” applies to Logan as well, I think. But obviously there is something you two are not doing. What might that thing be in each one of your individual lives?

anita