Dear Jack:

i used to think it was me. In fact, I was sure it was me and that was why I didn’t have friends. I thought that one day when I became normal then I will join the normal people and have friends: I will be accepted as normal by the normal people.

Fast forward many years, i am healing and the more I heal the more I find out how full of s*&^ most people are. So it was me to begin with, but it was also all (or most) of the other people as well.

And now, I am pretty cool with myself but not with most others, I mean, I wouldn’t choose to be “real life” friends with most people. Here on this forum I can read any post and stop reading anytime I choose to (are you still with me, Jack? See, this is your choice). Why spend time with a person and listen to him or her go on and on and on with the same delusions- why the hell will I do that if I am not paid for it and paid well…?

I mean, really, Jack, you do not have many friends now because you have little tolerance for bull*&^%. You can hardly stand it in yourself, right?

anita