I really appreciate that reply, but I don’t like it being referred to as an electronic relationship. We’re both real people with real feelings. We used our phones and skype to communicate, but it is real. And during our conversation tonight she kept insisting that yes she did want me to visit her, but that she feels it’s a bad idea because she knows my feelings towards her and doesn’t want me to get hurt. I can’t get past this, and I feel like I’ll never be able to open up to anyone else.