Dear tortietort:

You are overwhelmed, over stressed, too much mental noise/ mental clutter:

Create some space, can’t get anywhere thinking with an overwhelmed brain. Clear your apartment and your brain from excess things, trash of any kind, things you don’t use and are of no benefit to you. Remove the clutter, place what you do need in place, create space. Forget hobbies for now and for a while. Forget dating for now. Just clean the apartment. Don’t think about career A vs career B. Just clean the apt, slowly, mindfully as if cleaning the apartment was the only thing you need to do and the only thing that mattered.

Do that, take a hot shower and lie down in a clean bed. Clear your brain of thoughts.

Write again then, here. This is my advice.

anita