@Chris it’s funny that you say that because I had those same thoughts exactly. And that’s exactly what I did. I went to go travel. But I went to Japan and met up with the ex-girlfriend on a train ride since we were both going the same way. And that’s where the feelings came back. I think my job was clouding my mind too, it makes me anxious. Now that I’m laid off temporarily, I feel a little bit better about my surroundings and am more calm. I try to travel as much as I can cuz you its very enjoyable when you’re younger! (Also when one is older). I think also how we met had a lot to do with it. When I met my ex, it was spontaneous and I worked for it and in the end I won her over. In comparison to my current gf, we were set up on a date, which doesn’t seem as exciting. I don’t want to make it seemed like women are objects but we were set up and I didn’t work for it as much. I was basically handed her. But now I’m happy with my current gf. We get along great. But I don’t know about the long run since I’m still so young and there is time to experiment. It’s weird that I considered marrying the other girl (the ex) but at the same time she wasn’t very conversational when we were together. And communication is big to me. It seems like the ex is sociable now. But it’s okay, I think I’ll be all right! Thanks