Dear Moonpedal,

What you are going through sounds very normal for the type of awakening that you are having at the moment. However, I would encourage you to look into talking to a GOOD, ideally Jungian therapist for some guidance. Or at least find someone to talk to whom you know to have been through their own “awakening” at some point and can understand the emotional and painful aspects of this. THere is nothing about healing that is meant to be easy, but not everyone can see this since our culture equates feeling good with being happy. THat said, it can be dangerous and disconcerting to try to go through this process all alone. Much peace. –Liz