Anita – I really don’t know enough about this disorder, but it just made me sad to read your post – that you felt scared day after day, eating breakfast. Wow – I can’t imagine what that must be like. I can’t imagine you being scared somehow – to me, you come across as confident, clear in your head. It’s a good realization though – that whatever you’re scared of already happened – that it’s over. It sounds like you relive it over and over again, but still, when you remember that realization that it’s over, I hope it helps!