Dear friends,

Journaling came in as a real good help for me too. And also silence has come handy at times of anger and despair.
As a child my life was very good till my lil brother was born. I thought it to be a boon. But soon realized it came in as a bane and my parents started differentiating in our bringing up and I was kinda affected by all this. We both were brought up by my grandparents and they were the ones who supported me during this pain and made my healing process really fast. But after my lovely angel, my grandmom passed away I again got into the neglected mode and that was the main reason I started truting a man outside of my family and sought love fron him . I also believed him to be the perfect man for my life that god has sent and I went against all odds to get married to him.
To make things clear, this is the first ever time that he has lost my trust and I also believe that the affair that he had was a passing one and only lasted for a very short while say 2 or 3 months. But that too was really devastating for me as it was least expected. I am sure he did not do it with an intention to hurt me. Neither will he do it ever again. Just that it is becoming hard to regain that trust again.

Thanks