Hi Ela,

Thank you for your kind words. It means a lot, especially when you are dealing with the same pain right now. I am sure mine is not bigger than yours because when you are dealing with a broken heart, everyone feels it the same way. It is good to know that you are recovering from your breakup; gives me some hope that even I could take all this in my stride & be happy someday.
I know I will be happy eventually, but right now the pain is just too much to take. I have always known him as a very compassionate person. He is the last person I could think of, who could hurt somebody. May be that’s why this is so hard for me. I have trusted this person more than anybody, and a breach of trust coming from him is a bit hard to accept.
Sometimes I keep thinking maybe he is really stuck. I will never know. There are a lot of questions n confusions in my mind, which I wish I could find the answers.

Anyway I just hope I could find peace soon.

Thank you once again for your reply, and most importantly for not judging me. And i wish you could recover from yours completely, soon. Stay Strong.
May you have a very happy New year, filled with lots of love, laughter and hope.
Take care.