Hi Shelly,

It sounds like your past marriage or history has really done a number on you! I’m guessing you are around my age, which means ~ we know there’s not tons of time left. Not truly. We yearn to only give attention to what is meaningful and what gives us a soul connection.

When you see your BF with his daughter, friends and family, you are reminded that HE had a meaningful history filled with soul connections. And yours (at least with ex husband) has fallen apart. It takes years to build those, to start from scratch. You feel like you are running out of time, and that you aren’t that close. We all want to matter in TOTALITY to someone.

Remind yourself every day that you DO matter, that NOTHING is lost, and that everything you do and all the relationships you have are MEANINGFUL. You ARE the Soul Connection!!

Blessings,

Inky