Yes, and I only used a donation website, not a scheme one which steals your sensitive data, it was only up to you to decide whether to help me or not and how much to give. I would also appreciate a good advise. And my campaign was a small one, my target was 1500 euro, not tens of thousands as other campaigns. Maybe instead of my pity situation I should have used another kind of description, like one of the causes was “help me save for breast implants”. This is embarrassing, my life is a complete mess. And besides, I briefly described in this forum as well as the campaign description what I need the money for, and you say you read that but still claimed I have not said anything about my situation? I think that you are a skeptical person by default.
For the record, the expenses that I need to cover for bills and bank payment cost around 1000 euro, and I need to have some money for shopping (food, you know). The idea for my own business was mentioned because I did not want people to think of me as a desperate person who does not know what to do with their life. Don’t you think it is ridiculous to ask for 1500 euro for initial investment for a business when you also have bills to pay? I realize how pitty I sound writing this but even if they call me for an interview on my most recent applications, it will pass more than a month until I get a paycheck, for which period I am looking for all kinds of options for financial support.
If you pay so much attention an energy to read all this and reply to my post, why didn’t you use this energy constructively to ask me for more information and perhaps a proof of my situation? Just curious. And when I provided you with more details, you were even more skeptical.
I really don;t know who to turn to as I used to make a decent salary which in my poor country was way better than the income of my relatives and friends, I used to help them financially from time to time. And despite all that, I still had to take a bank loan and payments are now waiting for me. So I am practically broke. And embarassed, and people around me don;t like it that I need to receive help from them this time. THey were used to the idea that I am strong and have it figured it out, that no matter how they treat me I am still strong and hard working. Well I am not made of iron, I am broken in the inside now, I could not stand it anymore, the ways they always provoked me and made me do the impossible. And they way they counted on my strenght to make a good living. But guess what happens when there is so much pressure on you for years and years, and in one year you receive 3 major punches from life. And what happens when you are being betrayed from family, from coworkers and from a partner. You lose the very ground under your feet.

And especially for you anita, I share this
Everyone who is jealous of how I live and what I have, I wish him to have the same, to understand their lives.
Anyone who thinks I’m weak, I wish to experience all that I carry in my heart and try everything I tried to short years, to understand the force.
Anyone who thinks I’m funny, I mask to understand how difficult it is to wear it in a world of distorted perceptions and chaos.
Anyone who hates me, I love to understand what forgiveness and feel the power of the Divine.
Everyone who loves me, I love her to understand what support and friendship.
Anyone who betrayed me wish to be transmitted in the same way to learn what it is to believe people when they hurt.
Anyone who thinks he’s better, smarter, wiser and knowledgeable than me, I wish to live with their wisdom and to rob her fruits.
Anyone who hurt me, I wish to hurt the same words survive these wounds, to understand the wisdom of the pain and the invaluable lesson of awareness.
Anyone ever told “will crush” give a smile and give him the right to do it, give it to him with joy.
Whoever loves me sincerely, I give myself – a whole!
(sorry for google translation)