Anita,I forgot to say that I did speak to him about me wanting to be his number one and to be cared for.That I am possesive over him because I have had people leave me etc. To be honest,looking back,he couldn’t have done any more to make me feel his total priority,totally secure and loved. Moving into another relationship at some point I just don’t know how I can progress from that.I was told daily that I was attractive,that he was never going to leave,that there was nothing we couldn’t get through..he never left me when we were around people,he put me on a pedastal..I have totally abused his love and pushed him away.He deserved so much better than how I treated him xx