(Holds hand out)

Hi there Dina,
Welcome and congratulations on overcoming your fear of posting something personal and looking for help. If there’s one thing that you can take away from this post is that you just conquered one of your fears. Implant that in your mind and use it for continuing growth and success. As for the other matters in your life. Regarding your job, it has been only 2 months but you can leave a big impact within the 6 months or so of work by showing your dedication and strong work ethic to the company. If this is your dream job, then show up to work earlier/ stay late or volunteer to work overtime. One huge thing companies look at along with that would be your moral and the effect your behavior has on your co workers, management, etc. Anyone can show up to work everyday and work, but people may not want to be in contact with them, understand?
Regarding you and your boyfriend, from what I read you guys dated for 4 months and now you two are living together. And NOW you are just beginning to see the depression, jealousy, etc am I correct with this? With this situation, yes jealousy and depression are slowly accumulating inside of him and if you are going to give it your all with this dream job so that you will be permanent, it is a possible that he could go off like a time bomb in the future. He is responsible for all of that and it would be best to sit down with him and communicate how both of you need to improve. You with your lack of satisfaction and him with his negative mindset/thinking. After time goes by and later in the year when you’re a full time employee and if your bf is still displaying depression and jealously, it may be time to rethink the relationship because his jealously will come out like a knife and be directed at you.

Thank you and take care.