Dear Amelia_R:

I am glad you are back although I wish you felt better. I re-read your posts on this thread.

You wrote in the last post that with this relationship ending you are “back to square one” I think this “square one” is the same square one you were in when the 7 years relationship ended and it is the same square one that you were in as a child.

Wooo, how did I get there? How would I know what state of mind you were in as a child? (One may ask…i do, obviously)

You tell me, Amelia, if you will, about Square One. When did Square One start?

If Square One is as lonely, sad, in-a-daze, lost place I am imagining, and remember from personal experience, then this place, this Square One is a place you will do anything to avoid. No matter what the thinking, the lies on his part… no matter what, you will want to avoid it… unless you confront it and heal what needs to be healed.

Tell me…?

anita