Dear dreaming715:

Not sugar, chocolate. But no, I am not recommending eating so to numb feelings, no! So thank you for pointing out the thing to not do!

And about dreaming of being content being alone… You are probably already content, at times, being alone. But now, you are grieving a relationship and that hurts. I am sorry you are hurting!

I read a bit of your original post just now. You wrote he made you special and wanted and in the post before last you wrote that you wish you met him last time so to feel that there was something special between the two of you.

It is so beautiful, warm and fuzzy and more… to feel special, wanted and it is devastating when that special is taken away.

If it can be of any help, please do post again…

anita