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Dear Wisdom:
I am not surprised that you and me wanted the same things, daydreamed about international fame. I am not surprised because both you and me lacked attention so much, were so starved for positive attention that we dreamed about getting so much attention, international fame and praise.
And no matter what people say (referred to as baloney in a previous post), it is what people do that bring results. And regarding that musician- his fame, fame and fortune, just like in our daydreaming, is very attractive to almost everyone, so yes, most pretty girls will be willing to be with him, to be close to … fame.
I knew your soulmate concept is more than mutual attraction, more like what you wrote… that love you felt from your grandpa. Isn’t it the most unbelievable feeling in the world? To be loved like that? To feel loved like that. It is like a narcotic high of some kind, i think. Literally the brain releases some narcotic when we feel that love. Is it the same feeling for you, what you feel for this guy and what you felt with your grandpa?
There was something about what you wrote in the last two lines, that your grandpa lived by what he was talking about- tell me more what you mean by it…?
anita