What to say Anita! I am away from my house and parents for the past 8 years. They did too much injustice for me that i want to move away from them to save myself.. I ended up talking to strangers like this who wants to use me as a result of my loneliness so that i can share my burden which turned out to be real bad idea. I have gone through lot of sexual, physical and mental abuse but have managed to come out of it with the help of my friends and living a self sustained life. Yes i have been carrying a lot inside me which i cant mention publicly here due to privacy. But i feel your words are giving lot of comfort and clarity to my mind. I have cut contact with this guy now for more than 2 weeks now. I want to open out more with you so that i can get a good resolution for most of the problems i have been carrying around.