Hi SerenityNow,

Thank you for your advice and the recommendation in the book and I will certainly look into it.
Sometimes I am really happy with him and sometimes I think maybe I can;t be happy with him.
It’s because he has let me down and hurt me and I never thought he would hurt me as much as he did and finding hard to accept can I continue with someone who hurt me so badly?
I love him and I feel I can be truly happy with him but am scared!

I just feel lost and feel the something is missing in my life, but not sure what!