I see now what you mean. I agree with you, I think thats what I have been struggling with, with some relationships Ive felt like I put in 100% effort and the other party doesn’t. I’ve always felt a little embarrassed when I get hurt, and I start to question myself. I’m at a point right now where the people I really want around me and the people that want to be around me can’t be and the people who don’t want me around are the ones I have to be around. It’s exhausting sometimes, because all I want somedays is a friendly face and I can’t have that, and so I think I get down by that too. I’m hearing all youre saying, I guess now the only thing I need to know is, is there some techniques that I can try or any words of advice you can give me in order to keep my spirits high and to avoid bringing my past issues into my present relationships?