Thank you all. I know I’ve been dealing with his bullshit for a really long time and I’ve said many of the things you suggested to myself, but I couldn’t convince myself that I’m strong enough to walk away. For some reason, deep down I want him to contact me and for it to work out.

@anita: I do care about him and worry about his well being, but like I said, I feel like this time I won’t ever hear back from him.

@trianglesun: I know I deserve better. I guess I’m really just scared of being rejected and alone.

@matty: I’m not happy and I don’t want it to continue on like this. I suppose he’s made the decision for me at this point.