also…this law of attraction thing…what’s the point if i always end up with the worst shit on my plate? to have all these high hopes and dreams just for the universe to say no? quit lying about stuff it’s stupid. like so many people have all these hopes and dreams that they wanna be able to manifest but so many people go and just say “just do this and think positive” but when we do we get nothing or the worst out of it. if you know the actual truth about anything, all i want to know is the truth. all the lies about whatever aren’t working and i’m tired of messing up. i can’t live my whole life like this just having these stupid dreams. they probably wouldn’t be stupid if i were pretty or cool or smart. everything would come easy.