i’m glad we have that understanding! and thank you for having me be worthy to/for you. i think to and for could be all the same. thank you so much! and you anita are the same for me. you are a genuine person and i can tell even from afar, and to me, if i were god, you are definitely worthy of anything good.

also, i feel so weird but i just sent him something (and actual conversation starter i think) and i’m scared lmao! he didn’t answer yet so…idk if i’m in the clear or not but if he didn’t answer i’d probably just laugh at myself for being a complete idiot. and you’re right most of it’s all between my ears, but it all has a powerful feeling to it so idk what it is or what anything is really. i feel silly. but that’s definitely assignment cause i straight up finally said hi to him.