Thank you both for your responses.

I really resonate with your story, thank you for sharing.

I “do” as I don’t feel much worth in just “being” who I am – perhaps I don’t really know. I would consider myself to be spiritually open and aware but nothing seems to be helping me overcome this feeling of complete worthlessness.

My adult life has been good, confusing. I have a wonderful husband whom I grateful for but often get angry at for little to no reason and again, that sends me into huge shame.

I honestly don’t know what I need to do or need to be, I’m still just completely empty and lost (and now in the middle of an argument with my Saint of a husband)

Hating myself at the moment!

Thanks for listening