Thank you anita for your words, yup she tends to be impulsive, i am also a bit impulsive by tend to prioritize her feeling.
i do not have any problem forming future relationships, but it is hard to get that one to click with.
i am a strong beliver that if a window is broken in your house you should fix it and not get rid of it, but i have been mistaken before.
i am staying with her for a couple of reasons as stated above, but my personality is built in a sense that i try to work on things and never give up, i wort this thread hoping that i get some clarity from someone as you outside that stands on higher ground as being within a situation can cloud your judgment.
i am willing to give her a chance, and see if this will actually work one last time, a chance that will be tied with terms to which she should comply.
when last i talked to her i could sense in her words honesty and regret, i could sense that she truly is seeking forgivness, but you never know do you… hopefully things wiil get togather this time.

thank you a lot.