Hi Glad to hear you are feeling better. I have been too; I was feeling guilty about not calling that guy back I dated for a short while (I do have a bf), but like you, something just told me not to; and I feel at peace about that now. When we are able to feel something great with someone, I really feel it has more to do with ourselves, than the other person. If you felt great with that guy, it only means you now have a new capacity to really connect.