I am feeling exactly how you feel clementine. I’m an eighteen year old who feels so confused about life. Its like when i enter in college, I have expectations placed upon me to become a doctor like my dad and if i fail him, his money will go to waste. And yet, I don’t want to spend the next four years miserable or so into academics i won’t be able to interact with others. AT the same time, I’m worried i’ll be influenced easily into a life full of alchohol and partying because the school i’m going to has that reputation.AS well, i’m just so discouraged because when I tried to network with the people from my school or college, they just push me away, which discourages me even more. It’s already too late to sign up for community college so i feel stuck in a pithole..