Dear Lily:
I don’t have experience with this but seems to me that when a treatment option leads to financial worries and a financial/ mental distress, bringing about more trouble for you, better not pursue it. There has to be a better way, way less expensive.
No amount of money in the world, not $37,00 nor $3,700,000 can change your core beliefs (addressed in your previous threads). There is a better treatment option for you, and I hope you find it soon.
anita