OK, i made the call to the suicide prevention lifeline. Eighteen minute wait time, glad I was not suicidal. The problem is all their solutions require resources and she has none. They require her to voluntarily go to get help. That wont be happening unless she is at the point of desperation and unless I am not around she is not at that place. I have been her resource,. If it comes down to it I can continue to pay to get her help but, again I am not breaking things off by doing that. I am continuing to enable her. They provided numbers and gave me some numbers locally that I can contact all of which are treatment facilities. I have called and spoken to them and basically I need to take her in physically if she is to the point of taking her life. That will be hard to accomplish. They also advised if I feel she is going to kill herself I can call the police and get a mental health warrant possibly.. The police are telling me it is not illegal to commit suicide in this state. So, I have that information to use when needed. . Hopefully the police will take her to a place that will keep her from harm. I also talked to her psychiatrist who prescribes her meds and her therapist all of which I have been providing for her in an effort to keep her off the ledge and functional. It is a house of cards. She is expecting me to come meet with her and I will be right back in the middle of it all again. I have been able to prevent her from being on the ledge for the last several days but, I cannot keep the balls in the air much longer. I am coming to the end of this. I do not want to continue to have to support her and I do not want to have be in the relationship any longer I wanted to explain to them the situation hoping someone can give me a solution The reality is there really is no easy way out of this.