So this is a long story that I’m gonna try to keep brief.

There’s this girl I fell in love with and even though it’s been 4 months I loved her more than anything. She meant the world to me. She was the most beautiful girl I met and everyday I told her she was beautiful. But then we started to get distant. I mean we were still together but she never seemed to want to see me or talk to me. I would always text her but she would just leave short replies. One thing I noticed is that she never used to talk to other guys but now she’s been talking to a lot of guys and hanging out with them. This was a red flag to me and got me worried. I tried talking to her about it but she just tells me I shouldn’t get jealous over it cause they’re just friends. But this week has really gone to shit. I’ve been suspecting her of cheating but I didn’t know how to prove it and one day I find out she was hanging out with my guy friends and so I got mad and lost my temper. I hooked up with a girl friend of mine and we did stuff. Two days later I find out from my best friend that I was right and that she has been cheating on me. When I heard the news I knew I had to end it with her, but once I realised that I’m leaving her for good my heart broke. I cried all night. And now my tears are dry and my heart is dead.

This girl was so important to me. She was a big part of my life. I saw a future with her. I never loved anyone more than I loved her and I don’t think I will. I think I can say this is the saddest I’ve been in my whole entire life. Losing someone you love so damn much. I never felt my heart break like this. I don’t know what to do anymore.