Hello.
This is my first post here..
I really need to read some words from you people.

So I broke up with my boyfriend. We were in a relationship for 4 years: we were very good friends, we both helped each other, we had good laughs, we had the same hobbies, we still had great sex, our relationship seem to be perfect.
But we had our dificulties because even if we were really in love with each other he worked in other countries almost half of this time. Also one of the biggest problems was that he is a different religion and his parents never accepted me. They never wanted to at least meet me once.
Last year in June they convinced him to brake up with me and in 3 months we were back together because our love never stopped. We seem to be stronger after the brake up.
This month they convinced him again that his mother is very ill because of our relationship and he destroys his family. They have threatened that they will not talk to him and many more things like this.
From then I and our friends don’t know anything about him (he is working again in another country).

Everbody tells me that I should get over it, because he didn’t loved me enough and he will never come back. But I can’t blame him.. He is only 25 and maybe not enough mature to make some critical decisions against his family.

I tried to calm down, I’ve tried to make things like I did before, to go to work, to meet my friends and all the things that I know should help. But I feel miserable. I can’t eat, I can’t go to work anymore, I can’t sleep well..