Hello!

I am having a hard time lately when it comes to moving. I moved to Massachusetts about 5 years ago. Originally I was born here. But raised in florida. I really miss my friends and family in Florida & have considered moving back many times but i have also considered moving to Hawaii as this is a dream of mine! A lot of fear comes with all of this. I feel like I just dont know whats the best choice for me as a person. One thing I know is that I am ready for a change & I have been for a while now. When I orginally moved to Massachusetts from Florida it was for a few reasons. One, I was younger around 19 years old. I felt I didnt know what to do with my life ( and hey i still dont lol.) but I know more now than I did before, two, I needed to refocus my goals and lifestyle to a healthier one, i felt two distracted by friends and what not at that time to truly listen to what I needed to do for myself. Since living here I have learned alot. I have grown with a job for the last 4 years, taken college classes, and become a yoga instructor. I love it here but I also am not a huge winter person for long periods of time. I miss the sunshine. Majority of the time im talking to my mother, friends who live in Florida over the phone anyway. I guess my main concerns are is this a set back? I dont want to feel like Im going back in time. I am not sure if that makes sense? I told myself I would not move back to florida unless i had a purpose. A job promotion, etc. In this case I could apply to a job which would be a promotion from where I am now. Then with Hawaii, I have dreamed of living in Hawaii for a while now. I have never been there before but I do a lot of research and have reached out about job opportunities there. I had a trip planned next month to go but its sadly canceled :(. I could apply for the job there & just wing it but I am very very nervous. I know its super expensive there & I worry I will be trapped there since its so far away from everything I know. But still I have this dream and desire to go. I dont know why but I have had this dream and desire inside of me lol. I am so confused about my next steps as I just dont want to regret my decisions.  I struggle with choices like this. I am scared to leave behind all I have created for myself here in massachusetts but as I am apartment hunting now ( my lease ends in June) I cant help but dread the idea of signing another year lease. I am not sure if any of you have struggled with situations like this & if you have do you have any advice??

Thank you so much!!

Kylee