You are turning every encounter with a female into a crush. Hormones must have you captured. Getting jealous? That is a weak man’s excuse for being insecure. Wouldn’t people have a life? Other men or women in their lives? You are suppose to be open to new relationships. Not have intricate feelings woven into every little meeting.

Sorry, I think it is great to have few days without porn. But, do not count the days. Or the number will turn into an excuse for “why not”. In any case, please don’t hide parts of your life. Be open to love. It will happen.