I’ve been feeling my worst this week. I got sick since last friday and now it seems I reached the peak of my illness. I have amygdalitis, and I feel like dying a little bit everytime I swallow the most imsignificant liquid. It’s forever interesting to me, how I lost my temper over the simplest things because the physical wouldn’t go away. I didn’t allow myself to share what I was feeling with anyone, I needed to be a pilar of strength, I was certain my health would bounce back quite fast. Only it didn’t, and there I was talking (or trying to lol) to my dad like a little baby. I was taking my medicine already and was resting too. But it seems like I had to be vulnerable with someone. To acknowledge that the pain was making me tormented and depressed and that I needed support and pat om the shoulder. Ultimately, my father took me to the hospital and I was quickly taken by the doctor. She was a very lovely lady and she prescribed me some medicine that would be better for the severe condition I was in. I also had a needle on my butt which is not very cute lol but that’s okay. After that experience I just felt so much better. The pain is still here, diminishing very very slowly, but I felt a comfort I couldn’t feel throughout this disease. Anyways, bottom line is: open up guys, don’t suffer in silence, be it physical or emotional, let it be a “thing” in your life and your conversations instead of keeping it hidden. And this one is for me: be patient, everything is gonna be okay.