Hello All,

I was in a beautiful turned toxic relationship which ended about 1.5 years back. Even while we were dating I knew there was no future as my then partner was sinking health wise. He has an incurable and inherited disease because of which he is against marriage etc. Anyway, I tried using different healing modalities to get over him but was partly successful. My intuition kept telling me that there is a strong mission with this fellow. And I admit that all this while I have stalked his social media profile and have slipped into anger and depression everytime as he happily moved on within one month of our breakup while… there is a drastic change in my nature.

So recently I had this strong urge to get back to him which initially I mistook as love pangs but my gut told me to simply send him a message and see what happens next. We spoke very normally and I learnt that his health has deteriorated and he is almost sitting on a time bomb. I decided to help him to the best of my ability. So I keep sending him forwards, useful links etc in anticipation of closure and secondly, also looking to create value and hope in his life. At first he was very responsive but now he just reads my WA and replies briefly. And I know he is quite active on WA, FB etc. There is jealousy, anger, hope, love and hatred all at the same time. I don’t know what to do.

And I am not looking to get back even though I have this perpetual conflict…looking for guidance 🙂

Deep gratitude (in advance),
M