Dear Emy:

I will try to understand what you expressed while I type:

You are a woman, of what age, I don’t know (maybe a teenager, maybe older). There is a man you never met in-person, a man who is an artist. You know about him, I am guessing, because he is somewhat known or famous for his art. Three years ago, you sent him comments on social media for a period of two months, expressing to him how much you like his art and/or what you think about his art. I am guessing that he didn’t answer your messages (you didn’t  mention that he did).

Following the two months of sending him messages, you started having recurring dreams about him. During this time, you “started to sense” his experience as a teenager while he attended high school and had a relationship with a girl.

Next, you consulted a psychic and she told you that (1) you and him knew each other in a past life during medieval times, (2) that the two of you may be twin flames, and that when you sent him the comments about his art, you made a 5D connection with him, and your energy joined his energy.

The second thing she told you meant that through the messages you sent him on social media, your energy joined his energy, and as a joined-energy entity, you were able to experience his experience as a teenager.

Next, you did your “little investigation” about his life as a teenager, you found out that he had a “first love” in high school, and you discovered the identity of the girl. You thought about contacting her so to investigate further, so “to get some answers about a few things”.  But you didn’t contact her because you “felt embarrassed”.

You feel that you are “connected to his teenage years and the relationship he had” with his first love, that your “soul is connected to that period they both had together when they were teenagers”. What you feel about his time and his experience as a teenager feels “very vivid”, and you “sense information about that”. But you don’t know what to do about all of this, “what is the real goal” of this joined-energy-transfer to his high school past. You want to satisfy that goal and then be free (“free myself”) from this joined-energy experience.

Back to what the psychic told you: she told you that you made a 5D connection with the artist. The website the wake up experience. eu, says about 5D the following: “Of all the higher dimensions, the fifth dimension is the last one of pure light and unconditional love, i.e. Source energy on the way down, before entering the realms of limitations and duality. This is the dimension beyond linear time, that means that many different timelines / realities are available to access… Living in 5D means living from the heart. We connect through our hearts and can feel the connection and love instantly”.

The psychic suggested that the artist may be your “twin flame”. A twin flame is (wiktionary. org): “a person who was formed from the same original soul as oneself (as opposed to a soulmate, an unrelated soul to whom one is drawn)”.

And now, my thoughts: I don’t believe in these things, and I don’t know how much you believe in it, I think that you are not sure and that’s why you felt embarrassed about contacting the artist’s first love.

Here is something that you can do, if you choose to: you can send the artist a message expressing to him your experience clearly and simply. If you are not sure about the spiritual interpretation of your experience, let him know that you are not sure. Your message can be something like this (make the message true to you, using your own words): I sense that your soul and my soul were formed from the same original soul, and therefore the two of us are twin flames. I have been experiencing a 5th dimensional spiritual connection with you. A 5th dimensional connection goes beyond linear time, and therefore, I was able to experience your high school experience, including your first-love experience. There a goal to my experience, and I want to satisfy this goal, but I don’t know what it is. This is why I message you today: maybe you can help me figure out the goal of all of this. I will be very grateful to you if you let me know what you think about all of this, and if any of this rings true to you.

anita

Dear Emy:

I read your recent post, and will be able to reply to you further tomorrow, in about 21 hours from now. It will help me to understand you and your situation better if you post again before I return to your thread, and elaborate on the last paragraph you posted, (only if and to the extent that you feel comfortable doing so), particularly: how  being “easily overwhelmed with emotions… (being) emotionally compromised by nature” affected your life so far (?)

anita

Dear Emy:

“Three years  ago, I started to have recurring dreams  about someone I don’t know personally… What I sense is very vivid… I have cords of attachment with this man… it lives inside of me in a vivid way and it’s just so strange. It never stops… Like it’s real… I don’t like  what I sense about him in this present life. I meant how he is inside of him. I try to protect myself from his energy. I’m easily overwhelmed with emotions and it’s not good for me.  I am emotionally compromised by nature“-

My thoughts: when a woman is easily overwhelmed with emotions in a bad way (“it’s not good for me”), she avoids the situations that cause her overwhelming emotions. If in-real-life possibly-romantic interactions with men overwhelm her in a bad way, causing her to experience too much fear, and/ or hurt, anger and overall distress, then the woman will avoid those irl situations.

Avoiding romantic and other social irl situations, the woman gets lonely: she still wants loving interactions in her life, so she dreams/ fantasizes about such interactions, either in direct ways  (she herself is involved in the imagined love story), or in indirect ways (another woman is involved in the imagined love story/ “his first love”). In her dreams/ fantasies, she gets to feel what she doesn’t get to feel in real-life (“very vivid… like it’s real”).

But then, when her emotions within her dreams and fantasies overwhelm her, she wants to protect herself from those overwhelming emotions by preventing the dreams and fantasies from happening again. She tries to stop the dreams/fantasies in two ways: (1) she tries to change the  image of the man in her dreams/ fantasies from an image of a desirable man to an image of an undesirable man (“I don’t like  what I sense about him in this present life. I meant how he is inside of him. I try to protect myself from his energy“), and (2) she thinks that she may be on a spiritual mission, and that if she finds out the spiritual goal of the mission, and then fulfill it, she will be free from the overwhelming emotions connected to her dreams/ fantasies (“I thought to contact his first love to… free myself.. This is all very new to me. Honestly, I don’t know even if I  normally  can believe it… maybe.. there’s a kind of spiritual mission”).

anita