Well, I had this relationship that I thought it would be forever. Even when on the final 6 months she told me several times that she didn´t love me. I was having a though time with work and financially so I was not able to make the right moves towards the future. She had enough of my bad time and she kicked me out. She had a child, a little girl that I loved to pieces even according to her i did not accepted. After she left me my work life and finances began to get good, just like I was aiming on those years preparing and studying my careers. Its been 3 years and Im still devastated. She never answered my emails for the past years (I only send them after several months when I`m really depressed). I went out with a lot of girls, but no one is as pretty or as good as her for me and I feel dragged into this depression feeling that my “train” left and only comes one as she said to me once. I had to move from my city because of my job, and even having this awesome position I feel lonely and sad all the time. Feel really alone. Thank you for reading this.