Dear Bassy:
Your thoughts have no power outside your own head. They only exist in your brain.
Can you imagine, if thoughts themselves had power, then people would be maimed and die all over the place because people do wish for those things when angry at others.
As a matter of fact, if your thoughts had any power on you, you would already be blind.
I have suffered from OCD for decades before I realized that indeed, my thoughts did not have power. It is only my actions that have power, what I do. Not what I think.
Thoughts are often random, random mental events. And there are so many of them. They have no power in real life, only in fantasy.
I hope you post again.
anita