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  • September 3, 2017 at 10:53 am #166790
    Mina
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    I am feeling guilty for being alive. I am breathing and and I am well. I am only 19, so maybe there is still a long road for me, and that is why I want to give my life to someone who actually has the passion to live.

    I do not deserve to live when everyday, I only continue with my life because I am breathing. No other reason. There are so many people who is out there fighting to live while here I am writing this. They have the passion and purpose but they do not have the chance while I do have the chance but does not have the passion.

    I pray to God sincerely for Him to gave my life away to someone maybe a mother or a father or a husband or a wife who is dying and still wants to live because they have so many people that loves them and they still have unfinished business here.

    I am having a real rough time coping with a separation and changes in life. I am… very tired.

    -Mina

    September 4, 2017 at 6:28 am #166838
    Anonymous
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    Dear Mina:

    You wrote: “I do have the chance but does not have the passion.”

    By chances you mean, don’t you, that you are young, only 19, in good physical health, pretty (as I understand it, from posts before), very intelligent and educated (from my evaluation), having a financially well-to-do parents, all these things are your chances, correct?

    Reads good, who wouldn’t want to have these chances? Except that you didn’t add to those chances the less than favorable family dynamics you grew up with.

    Now add these chances, chances leading to you having no passion and feeling great emotional pain, and then ask: who would want that life you are offering here?

    Would I want your youth, prettiness, intelligence, education, financially well parents and your emotional pain as my life forevermore? No, I wouldn’t.

    I wrote less-than-favorable family dynamics because those lead, I believe, to your suffering before you met your ex boyfriend and presently. I think you are so very attached to him because you are so lonely and have been lonely for a long, long time.

    So when you wrote: “I would give my life for someone else to live”- you will be giving your family dynamics as well which will bring suffering to the receiver of this … gift you are offering.

    anita

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